Monday, February 15, 2010
just like my father . . that was never there
i know a guy, just like my father.
he has good looks
and a charming way
just like my father
he can get you wraped around his finger in a heart beat
just like my father
he thinks the world revolves around him.
he only thinks of himself
just like my father
he attempts to do so much, but in reality can't do any of it at all.
just like my father
he says that he cares, and he intends to,
after his needs are meet first
just like my father
he says one thing
and makes it sound promising.
just like my father
he hurts the people around him consistantly and doesnt think anything of it.
he plays to wooh is meee roll.
EXACTLY LIKE MY BOOJEE ass father who could give a rats ass about anyone but himself.
except the sad thing is this guy . . . he doesn't even know.
-and with that, thee shall live a misreble life.
he has good looks
and a charming way
just like my father
he can get you wraped around his finger in a heart beat
just like my father
he thinks the world revolves around him.
he only thinks of himself
just like my father
he attempts to do so much, but in reality can't do any of it at all.
just like my father
he says that he cares, and he intends to,
after his needs are meet first
just like my father
he says one thing
and makes it sound promising.
just like my father
he hurts the people around him consistantly and doesnt think anything of it.
he plays to wooh is meee roll.
EXACTLY LIKE MY BOOJEE ass father who could give a rats ass about anyone but himself.
except the sad thing is this guy . . . he doesn't even know.
-and with that, thee shall live a misreble life.
Friday, February 12, 2010
sometimes
I really wish i was more experienced, with sex, drugs, alcohol, addiction, lust, depression and other things. So that i could relate to what others go through. Most the people I know have been involved with some kind of drug addiction, alcohol abuse and sex drives on the daily. They talk about how they enjoy it, but hate that they want it so bad. I have only had sex twice and injoyed it, I attment to have a craving for it sometimes, but I decided to save myself for the one that will love me. I have drank alcohol a few times gotten tipsy maybe about 3 times. I have never touched a drug or smoked anything in my life time. I’ve had a cutting problem when I get over stressed. I had that for a few years. Finally got myself to stop and only when I become over whelmed, does it cross my mind. . . . . . As dumb and insane as this is going to sound, I want to experiment with drugs , I want to get drunk, i want to have sex at least once with a guy that my feelings are rushing for. i want to feel what the ones I surround myself with feel.
maybe im crazy.
been away for a while . . . . i know
I'm going to start talking more about issues and what i incounter through my days. =/
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