I really wish i was more experienced, with sex, drugs, alcohol, addiction, lust, depression and other things. So that i could relate to what others go through. Most the people I know have been involved with some kind of drug addiction, alcohol abuse and sex drives on the daily. They talk about how they enjoy it, but hate that they want it so bad. I have only had sex twice and injoyed it, I attment to have a craving for it sometimes, but I decided to save myself for the one that will love me. I have drank alcohol a few times gotten tipsy maybe about 3 times. I have never touched a drug or smoked anything in my life time. I’ve had a cutting problem when I get over stressed. I had that for a few years. Finally got myself to stop and only when I become over whelmed, does it cross my mind. . . . . . As dumb and insane as this is going to sound, I want to experiment with drugs , I want to get drunk, i want to have sex at least once with a guy that my feelings are rushing for. i want to feel what the ones I surround myself with feel.
maybe im crazy.
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