SOBE story

what their eyes see, isn't really me.
i'm not really brianna marie.
most of the times i am only bri.
the girl who is and always has been in pain.sometimes i feel it will never go away.
it can eat a person alive, to have secrets that they lie to them selfs about so that they can forget it.
it can eat a peron alive, to deny and deny what they know is true.
it is in the past, but yet still haunts my present.
a friend of mine said, "you have to many regrets". . . . . .
i simply looked at her an said "you would too."

i'm trying to move away from my past because i am completely happy with my persent
and the people in it.
but it is soo hard to let go of something thats been on your back, in your head, by your side for 4 years now.

damnit i got a head ach.