today was horrible

SO TODAY ....... i was suppose to go to south carolina with my ty baby, moms, sis one of her friends and pops. but. . . . .that whole plan went down the drain COMPLETELY, its a long story but basically, i ended up staying home wit mom. we had no transportation anywhere so we sat around and watch movies all day. i eat like a cow and was really missing my boyfriend and got more bored by the hour. I had past the point of miserable around 7:00pm. i have not been out the house or neighborhood in a week(other than school). i have school monday, and i refuse to go tuesday, when christmas is coming up extremely soon. then new years comes right after. and i have noone to bring in the new year with me :-/ smh
things are looking quite boring for me yall. and i refuse to let that be.