Give up

I'm to the point now that, i just want to give up.
i just want to say, forget it all.
forget it all........
school, work, relationships.
thats the cycle of my life.
i feel like everything is falling apart, slowly as the time goes by.

i feel i have, the church. and i don't even know what to believe when im there.
don't get me wrong, i believe in god, but which story out of the 1,0000's are true. :(

i feel like he can bring me up, but only when he is around, becaus when he isn't with me.......he isn't mine.

i feel i'm never going to graduate, because of a subject they call math....... :p

i feel i'm never goin to be satisfied at my job, and that i'll never get out of there.

i feel as though im all alone on this journey sometimes, this journey that makes no sense, that has a million questions, and no answer's this journey to want to know love but can't seem to meet it.

i feel this journey called life, is only making fun of me sometimes, and kicking me in the ass for stupidity. i think it's about tme to just ........give up.........................