Pretty much

So pretty much my life has been a rocky mountian lately

school is hard and almost unmanagable like always.

Ive never been good at school, and each year only gets worse.
I hate my job with a passion, i couldn't hate a place anymore then mcdonalds.

Mom and sister have suffered from the flu,
surpisingly i havent yet.

Im single still, i have feelings for a guy that is taken, hmmp my luck.

I think of him daily and don't understand why i can't leave him alone.

I sometimes feel like i'm here for him when his girl is'nt, kinda like a sideline, ha lucky me. I mean...i don't kno im not going anywhere i plan to be here for him as a friend and whatever else, i guess.

My friends have been trying to hook me up with guy after guy and i really just don't care for any of them, non of them leave an impression.

My friends get highly upset because i'm so picky, and when i do like a guy it seems they play my emotions.
i've always been a softy.

I guess my biggest road block right now is this guy and my feelings.

I've also been having these exteremly strange dreams.

everynight, they are almost unexplainable. I think i need a phsyic haha