I don't think anyone truely understands what i mean when i ask
the questions i do about life and love
my mind is full of questions, of "WHY"
why would you live to go throught heart ach and pain, to get sick
to be happy and sad, fall in love or be lonely, then die.....
why?
why do i feel like my purpose is to make sure everyone else is happy.
it this funny feeling i have inside, it is very complicated to explain.
It's like something in my heart that tells me my hurt will pass but make sure, blahzablah is ok.
i hate this feeling because i want to have something go right for me, it sounds selfish but it's ...like i said complicated .
I fear that i will live this life and never find a love, and ill die alone.
But somethign in me say's that my friends and those i love will live a life in love.
& strangly ......that is ok.
Life is full of unhappiness for all, some i believe are put on this earth to suffer, to spare other. i wish this life everyone was in love, and happy
i believe that "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return "- moulin rouge.
my favorite quote, has been for years thats the qoute i will live my life off of. even thought i may never fall in love i wil share my love with everyone, and watch them be loved in return.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
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